Something's telling me to leave but I won't; 'cause I'm damned if I do ya; damned if I don't.

Hey there ;D

Life's really good atm. I know I don't write on here a lot but I've got a load of stuff to do most of the time and I tend to witter on so it takes me forever to write one post.

Okay, so, 2010 is approaching and I really wanna summarize the year with everything that's happened. So - let's go.

January
Hmm. It's difficult to remember what happened way back then. January wasn't such a good month tbh. These bitches started to have a go at me via Bebo photo's (ah Bebo's crap LOL) and I was messed about by the guy I liked then. So it didn't start 2009 particularly well, but hey, you've gotta have some bad experiences in life.

February
Oooh February was pretty crap. The bitches started to get worse, but what did I do? Have a go straight back. Well in the end it was all sorted. Oh and I went on holiday...to Bath. -_- Had a couple of nice days with friends though, because it was one of their birthdays.

March
March was when things started to get much better for me. Had a freaking awesome day out with my two best friends (at the time) for their birthday. And the 27th was the "Focus Day" which I spent with The Guy. Made me pretty happy at the time.

April
A nothing month. I don't remember tbh. Think I fell in love with Kids In Glass Houses this month.

May
I remember May being a bit crap. Had some good days - Andrea's sleepover was just totally EPIC. <3

June
Haha, I spent most of June doing forced revision for end of year exams, I think. That was depressing, but I had my birthday that month, which was totally epic. Sleepover with all my friends? DEFINITELY. Oh, and I kinda got my heart broken. Turned out this guy I had a brief crush on liked my best friend. I also had a brief obsession with Enter Shikari this month. God knows why - they're so angry! D:
And how could I forget? 'Twas the month I met Mindless Self Indulgence. Listened to Shut Me Up and fell in love. Tbh I'm surprised I wasn't put off for life - it's kinda disturbed but still equals LOVE.

July
I think The Guy started showing a vague interest in me this month. Except this was also the month I started liking someone new. How typical. I also made friends with Connor this month, so it can't be bad - we make each other cry with laughter. Also Year Eight ended, which can't have been a bad thing - it was too much of a rollercoaster.

August
I don't know. It was the summer holidays. So not that much happened, as usual.

September
Well, I got Paramore tickets on the 10th. Which changed my life slightly until the 16th December. I also had the most crap week of my life. These chav bitches started being...imbeciles, and I had a huge, massive fall out with my best friend. But Brand New Eyes came out, and it's a hugely immense album. Nothing Personal also came in the post on the same day I got Brand New Eyes, which was kind of largely epic. Little did I know buying that album would cause some kind of new obsession later on.

October
The month I made friends with Abbey and finally stopped with the whole Mindless Self Indulgence obsession, and pretty much snapped. I mean, I became obsessed with All Time Low! I think of it as the obsession to end all obsessions. Plus, it was the month of Halloween, which tbh is always a good night. Yes, I'm thirteen and I went trick-or-treating with friends, but hey, it was fun.

November
The All Time Low obsession deepened. Drama trip with school to see Blood Brothers - epic night. I went and sat with Charlotte, Connor, Andrea and Claudia and it turned out to be a pretty good play after all. Plus New Moon came out - which, wasn't the greatest film ever if I'm being honest, but it's from the Twilight saga and therefore deserves a mention.

December
Epic month. EPIC.
2nd December - We had Drama club after school one day and it was hilarious. Also, as a surprise my dad took me out for tea and agreed to take me and pay for tickets to the Kerrang! Tour. So I got tickets to see All Time Low on this day. LOVELY. BRILLIANT. AMAZING. EPIC. IMMENSE.
5th December - Finally made up with friends. Yeah, the one's I mentioned in September. Tbh it's good.
14th December - Alex Gaskarth's birthday. Enough said.
16th December - Day off school. Went to Manchester shopping. WENT TO SEE PARAMORE. Now Now Every Children = Alright. Hadn't heard their music before so can't really judge.
The Paper Route = Didn't like tbh. But hadn't heard their music before again.
You Me At Six = IMMENSEIMMENSEIMMENSE. Kiss & Tell, Jealous Minds Think Alike, Save It For The Bedroom, The Consquence and Finders Keepers LIVE = LOVE. Just wished they'd played longer. Plus Josh Franceschi is sexy. ;D
Paramore = Words cannot describe how epic, immense, brilliant, fantastic & perfect it was. And they finished with Misery Business and Brick By Boring Brick?! FREAAAAAAAAAKING BRILLIAAAAAAAAAAAAANT.
18th December = Broke up from school for Christmas. Plus the guy I like brought me in a Christmas present & hugged me twice. Quite lovely to say the least, yus?
21st December = SNOW.
25th December = CHRISTMAS. iPod Touch, camera, Glamour Kills stuff, Drop Dead clothing t-shirt, money, DVD's, CD's, books, drawing & art stuff, Urban Decay make-up, iTunes voucher and money. EPIC. Plus I could finally reveal to the world that I was going the Kerrang! Tour.
26th December = Boxing Day. :D
28th December = Shopping in Lancaster with Charlotte. Lovely. :]



I LOVE LIFE. :]

You talk like you're famous, you're shameless.

This is the greatest thing ever.
Life is amazing at the moment.
Reasons:

• Paramore is nearly only 11 days away!
• CHRISTMAS SOON.
• I think that he likes me back....
• And last but not least....

I'M GOING TO THE KERRANG! TOUR IN FEBRUARY.

So I'll be seeing: Young Guns (they're alright. :]), The Blackout (They're quite good...), My Passion (LOVELOVELOVE.) and guess who the headliners are?

ALL TIME LOW!

I WILL BE SEEING ALL TIME LOW LIVE.

I got the tickets three days ago, and it hasn't sunk in that I'll actually be seeing them.

I WILL SEE ALEX GASKARTH AND JACK BARAKAT IN THE FLESH. OHMYGOD.

I might faint. They're so goddamn gorgeous. :L

And My Passion are awesomeawesomeawesome.

CANNOT FECKING WAIT.

But I have Paramore first. And You Me At Six. And Now Now Every Children?

CAN'T WAIT EITHER.

I've been counting for Paramore since about eighty days. I write how many days it is on my hand at school every day. :L

Out of curiousity, who's gonna be at Paramore and/or Kerrang! Tour?

For mehh, it's Manchester MEN for Paramore and Manchester Academy for Kerrang!

AHHHH. :D

xx

Well maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year. :]

OHMYGOD.
HOW FREAKING BRILLIANT ARE ALL TIME LOW?!
AND HOW BLOODY HOT IS ALEX GASKARTH?!
LOL I'M OBSESSED.

I wanna see them liveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
WHY AREN'T THEY DOING ARENA TOURS?!

Ohmygod, just like thinking about Alex Gaskarth makes me go to jelly.
I mean, like watch the video for Poppin' Champagneee!
He looks so gorgeous in ittttt!
And tbh Jack Barakat is pretttty hottttt as well. :o

Obviously it's not just about Alex and Jack and their devastating looks, it's about the music as well....
IT'S AMAZING.
Weightless, Break Your Little Heart, Coffee Shop Soundtrack, Jasey Rae, The Beach, Shameless, Remembering Sunday, Vegas and Poppin' Champagne. WOW.

"Well maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year!"

"Wide awake, my mistake - so predictable. You were fake, I was great - nothing personal!"

"Party queen, cause a scene - so ridiculous. Little dress, maybe less - so conspicuous!"

"Everybody's living like they're crazy in love, I'm a dizzy mess and everything is so above me!"

"You talk like you're famous, you're shameless."

"Who could deny, these butterflies?"

"I would've married you in Vegas had you given me the chance to say I do, could I make it anymore obvious?"

"So follow me down, take this all the way, anyway you want it?"

I LOVE ALL TIME LOW & THEIR MUSIC & THEIR LYRICS & ALEX GASKARTH & JACK BARAKAT!

<3!

Ignorance is your new best friend. :]

I would just like to state that I'm VERY happy.
I'm going to see Paramore in December!
Yayay!
xxx

I wanna live my life from a new perspective :]

Hey.
Welcome to my blog :]
So, before I start wittering on about whatever, let me inform you of what this blog will feature: Life and love. :]

But anyway.

Here are some facts about me:

• I'm called Lucy.



• I'm 13.



• I'm not going to tell you where I'm from. :]



• I have amazing friends now. I've recently lost a few but whatever. :]



• I live and breathe music.



• Anyone who's clever enough will realize that all the titles of my blog posts will be song lyrics.



• Like this one :]



• It's from "New Perspective" by Panic! At The Disco.



• If I didn't have music I might die.



• I think that All Time Low are the sexiest band ever. [The post later on about All Time Low was written before this, because I'm rewriting this whole post.]



• They're like my own personal brand of heroin. (Twilight fans. ;])



• I've got a crush. Well, I had two up until a few days ago.



• It's on this guy, he's one of my best friends and he's amazing.

• The other was on this really vain, popular guy [OKAY fine he's pretty hot but that's it.] who I wasted nearly a year and a half on, and it was totally going nowhere. BUT I'M OVER HIM. I'm totally celebrating atm. LOL.



• And the former - well. ;]



• I think he likes me. And I probably have too much confidence when it comes to talking to him.



• Thing is, I'm sick of being shy and quiet.



• So now I try to be confident with everyone I speak to and just make people like me.



• I need to build myself back up.



• As I mentioned, I lost a few friends before, so I want loads of new ones.



• Don't get me wrong, I don't want fame and popularity. I don't want everything that comes with that.



• I guess our group is sort of popular, but it's kind of in reverse.



• I don't know how to explain it tbh.



• I have 1168 iTunes songs.



• This makes me feel quite proud of myself.



• The most recent things I have bought are: Bad Romance - Lady Gaga, and You Had Me At Hello - A Day To Remember.

• I love alternative rock, pop-punk, electro-rock and metal.
  
  
• I describe too many things as "sexy" atm.



• I am married to Alex Gaskarth.



• And I'm having an affair with Jack Barakat.



• Alex knows, and he doesn't mind.

• This is all in my head.

So, my life mainly revolves around my friends, school, music and love.

Let me explain.

My Friends

I love my friends. I really do. There's Charlotte [I love her. She's amazing and hilarious and beautiful. And she's insane. Her pm on msn atm is: HAPPYBIRTHDAYLUCY'SMUM. PARTYCACTUSFTW. (L) I LOVE LADY GAGA.], Carys [I love her as well. She's awesome. And she gets excited so easily it's hilarious. I told her You Me At Six were going on tour and she actually wobbled like she was about to faint. And that wasn't actually fake.], Andrea [I love her. She's amazing. She's just....funny.], Jacob [He's in the year above and going out with Charlotte [for over a year now....] and he's actually pretty cool.], Connor [God he's absolutely hilarious. Charlotte thinks we should have babies together so she can adopt one. D:], Claudia [probably my oldest friend, she's amazing.], Phoebe [She doesn't always get my humour but we get on pretty well.], Lorna [Year above, a bit insane.], Abbey [Probably my newest friend, she's so nice and we like exactly the same music and we both want to shoot JLS, so all is good.]. There's probably a few others, but you know....

Iloveyouall.

School

As sad as it sounds, I really enjoy school :] Mainly for the socializing, but you know, some of the lessons are good - Art and drama. I'm also in Gifted and Talented art. ^-^

Music

I can't live without music, seriously. My favourite bands are All Time Low and Paramore. I'm seeing Paramore in December, Manchester MEN Arena bitches. [I wrote the post about that before I decided to rewrite this.] My favourite songs vary from minute to minute, so it'll be out of date within seconds if I write this. I think that the cutest songs ever are Remembering Sunday [All Time Low] and You Had Me At Hello [A Day To Remember]. I can be quite picky with music as well though. Like with screaming. I love screaming when some bands do it but can't stand it whenever others do it. I love it when Fall Out Boy scream [Carpal Tunnel of Love especially...]. I love it when MSI scream [Never Wanted To Dance...]. Slipknot just make me LOL. Screaming just doesn't sound good when it comes from them [Although I'm quite partial to a bit of Psychosocial.....]. Neither does it when it's from Bring Me The Horizon - which is a shame because Oli Sykes is hot, and he does Drop Dead Clothing. And I like dance music [Calvin Harris, the Prodigy, MSI, Breathe Carolina....] but can't stand clubland. It's just CRAP. And I like some pop music but can't stand other stuff. I like Lady Gaga, Little Boots and Katy Perry, and Tik Tok by Ke$ha, but I can't stand things like The Saturdays and Alexandra Burke.

I guess I'm pretty opinionated when it comes to music.

Love

I always like someone. I don't know why, I just do.

So my thoughts are pretty focused around whoever it is.

I can't be bothered explaining it all, but the guy I like atm makes me so happy I want to burst, so you know. :]

Everything's pretty good for me atm.